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Blackouts

Blackouts

Author: Justin Torres
Publisher:
Farrar, Straus and Giroux
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Note: Content and trigger warnings are provided for those who need them at the bottom of this page. If you don’t need them and don’t want to risk spoilers, don’t scroll past the full review.


Cover Description

Out in the desert in a place called the Palace, a young man tends to a dying soul, someone he once knew briefly, but who has haunted the edges of his life. Juan Gay — playful raconteur, child lost and found and lost, guardian of the institutionalized — has a project to pass along to this new narrator. It is inspired by a true artifact of a book, Sex Variants: A Study in Homosexual Patterns, which contains stories collected in the early twentieth century from queer subjects by a queer researcher, Jan Gay, whose groundbreaking work was then co-opted by a committee, her name buried. As Juan waits for his end, he and the narrator trade stories — moments of joy and oblivion — and resurrect lost loves, lives, mothers, fathers, minor heroes. The past is with us, beside us, ahead of us; what are we to create from its gaps and erasures?

Inspired by Kiss of the Spider Woman, Pedro Páramo, Voodoo Macbeth, the book at its own center and the woman who created it, oral histories, and many more texts, images, and influences, Justin Torres's Blackouts is a work of fiction that sees through the inventions of history and narrative. An extraordinary work of creative imagination, it insists that we look long and steady at the world we have inherited and the world we have made — a world full of ghostly shadows and flashing moments of truth.


TL;DR Review

Blackouts is a genre-defying work of art, cerebral and emotional both. It’s impossible to not appreciate what a truly impressive work it is.

For you if: You like nontraditional novels that mix media types.


Full Review

Blackouts was vaguely on my radar before it got longlisted (now a finalist) for the National Book Award, but that solidified it on the TBR. It won’t be for everyone, but it’s impossible to not appreciate what a truly impressive work this book is.

Blackouts is a genre-defier, mixing media types, oral history, queer history, and fiction, with no care for formal plot. It’s composed almost entirely of dialogue between an unnamed young narrator and an older man named Juan who is dying. Mixed throughout are blackout poems made from a book of queer history that sits at the center of their conversations, which — together with the fact that the narrator also suffers from actual blackouts in memory — give this novel its name.

Thanks to the way it mixes media and wanders freely, this novel feels like a work of art in a much more tangible way than books usually do. Reading it, which can be accomplished in one sitting, is a bit like a fever dream, cerebral and emotional both. There’s a tenderness that weaves between the themes of identity, sexuality, the power of storytelling, and so much more. I’m still rooting for Chain-Gang All-Stars, but if this were to win the NBA instead, I would definitely understand why.

Finally, please take note that the physical book itself is also absolutely gorgeous, with the way the front cover reflects the light. Get your hands on a hardcover copy if you can!


 
 
 

Content and Trigger Warnings

  • Homophobia

  • Medical content

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